Well, the last month of 2009 has arrived and what a month it is! With four occasions that Sara and I celebrate it makes for the most joyous, and expensive, the month of the year. With our anniversary, both of our birthdays, and Christmas there’s a lot of giving between us.
Speaking of giving Sara has done one of the most selfless and thoughtful things anyone has ever done for me. She spent over $300 and bought me a PS3. The shock it still sitting inside me, and I can’t believe that after so many years of sacrificing and buying shit for other girlfriends I finally get something in return on a large scale. I know this won’t be the last time, but buying her Zune HD for her both makes up for that and washing her iPod on accident. Along with buying her a $70 corset, $60 writing tablet, and $70 head phones you think I would be one upping her, but the truth is I feel I am not this time. Just the fact that she bought someone something that costs over three Benjamins for the first time in her life is a huge step for her. She has never even spent that kind of money on herself in one go! Deep down inside I am very touched by this, and she doesn’t expect anything in return except my love and a selfless gift in return.
On another note something very personal between us has sprouted (don’t worry it will be resolved by the end of the week) and it gives her so much power over me; enough to ruin my life, yet she stays true to her heart which is something that can’t be said for 90% of all women in the world. She proves to me every day just how responsible she is and supportive. She has so much power over me yet she doesn’t abuse it or take advantage of it at all. She makes more money than I do, has more skills than I do, and is overall stronger and smarter than I am inside, and she does scare me some times, but for the first time in my life, I feel I’m protected as well. I love her so much and this gift from her was just one way to prove it.